Men are men. Hello, sex
TUESDAY, January 12 – According to my colleague, herself a widow, more women than men write about the loss of their partner because: ‘Men are much quicker to find themselves a new sex partner.’ Does this mean that I should stop everything and do what is expected of me ‘as a man’?
Being both ambitious and pushy, should I rather focus on two goals at the same time: writing and screwing? Why the hell not? Hmmm… it remains to be seen whether I’m up to it since a certain tendency towards impotence has made itself felt this week. It takes jerking off endlessly, perhaps, suggesting a teensy ejaculation dip. Is this yet something else that mourning does to you?
Diary of a Widower 
May she rest in peace and you find it as time goes on…
Thanks for your kind words. Time has proven the best way to find it, without even looking for it.