Exhausted? Yes, but also rested
SUNDAY, February 28 – We leave England in the pouring rain. The boys are contented. They’ve seen their school friends and nothing much has changed – for them, at least. I’m carrying around a lot of raw emotions that I discovered while amidst Jennifer’s friends.
Yesterday evening, during a party, it was too much to handle. Got to bed late and this morning we were up early. Exhausted. But in any case I felt a real sense of satisfaction. Not until we turn onto the French highway continuing back to Holland did I realize why.
I’m actually rested. Rested and recharged.
Diary of a Widower 