Gearing up for his trial
WEDNESDAY, May 26 – Maybe it had something to do with that phone call from my lawyer giving me the latest news. Maybe not. In any case, since this afternoon I’ve been dead-tired, in my legs, my arms … and my head is spinning. No energy.
While what I really need now is to pep myself up. Prepare for that Thursday afternoon on the 17th of June. My lawyer just phoned to tell me that R will stand trial that day.
The summons will be in the mail this afternoon, indictment pertaining to section 6, paragraph 5: Wrongful death. His lawyer has requested a meeting before the sitting, but I have no desire to see him nor would it be in my interest.
From now on I must try conserve my energy.
Diary of a Widower 
Sending you strength.